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Too many sites, too many passwords and username to remember and less hassle.
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CJ - 3:06 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
CJ - 11:05 AM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
The past hasnt fade off. I can still remember the pain
and the betrayal. Sometimes, I see or hear things that reminds
me of him and everything. There are no more feelings, but it
still hurts to think about it. Just the thought of him having
made out with two different girls fills me with disgust and
pain.
One woman isnt enough, maybe he just needed three. I am
not unforgiving, I just cant forget. I thought a second
time could make things work. But it couldnt. I could
not go on when I sympathise and doubt you more than I
love you. For those out there who thinks you are oh so
great to have more than one partner or cheating on your
other half, you have my sympathy.
Its people like you who dont think twice about putting yourself
through moral degradation, making yourself look desperate and
giving yourself no value or whatsoever. To make things worst,
you dig your own grave even further by lying and shifting the blame.
Go ahead if you dont mean much or anything to that person anymore, but
Why would you ever think of hurting someone who cares for you
and love you?
...some lessons need not be learned twice....
Put yourself in other people's shoes and see how much it hurts...
CJ - 10:28 AM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
I'm in love. For quite sometime, I have been suppressing my feelings and I only
made passing comments on that special someone. Now, I just want to say out loud
that I am very much in love with someone really special. Besides being my pillar of
strength and someone I can seek solace in, he is also the core of the happiness that
I have been basking in for the pass few weeks.
He complements me, and there is never a time when we are together that he doesnt make
me laugh. For all occassions, he puts my interest before his. He supports me in what I do
and he makes it a point to be part of it. I am not perfect, yet he sees pass my flaws and loves
me for who I am. For my weird and quirky ways sometimes, he is still proud to call me his.
I could not ask for more than what I have already. Even spending lazy weekends staying home
to watch DVDs with him is pure bliss for me. Every single moment I spend with him, Im still
falling in love. For every similarities we have, it draws us closer, and for every differences we
have, it makes it more interesting. I wish I could say more to say how I feel, but its something
you would have to go through personally to know exactly what I am talking about.
He is not perfect, but he is my angel, my baby and I love him dearly.
CJ - 11:25 AM
Friday, October 21, 2005
Dreaded, wore a skirt tad too short today.
Dear was understanding and teasing me... yes yes...
*adjusts skirt* Had japanese food for lunch. All the Nokia
people having lunch together. Rare. Though I wished my bosses
were there. I love my boss! and my team!
Suffering from a major headache now, the Managing Director's
PA is TORMENTING ME!!!!! She is naggy, noisy and full of complains.
Complains and nags about every single thing. I sit beside her and Im getting
a major headache because of her. She is a nice person, but...URGH!
I am just wondering whether she should just go get married and
have sex like bunnie everyday. Maybe she will complain less about
this world. She is in her late forties, the cleaner calls her 'Xiao Jie',
yet she calls the cleaner who is in her early fifties 'Auntie'.
Like..HELLO?!?!?!
SHE REALLY NEEDS SEX TO UNWIND. REALLY.
CJ - 6:08 PM
Thursday, October 20, 2005
6 more working days and its back to school!!!
Had to go to the airport yesterday to pick up some TV
commercial from a Finnish guy. It was so unglamorous
holding a piece of paper, just so that he knows who I am.
Damn I wasnt going to wite his name, so i just simply wrote
"NOKIA". Trick worked, thank God. The guy had such a strong
accen, I had difficulty understanding half of what he said. But
I mastered the skills of looking interested when im not, and
reply without sounding stupid. I needed him to shut up
(cos i tired from a hard day's work), so I just passed my Ipod to
him to listen while we waited for him to check in. Yeah the guy
took a plane all the way from Helsinki just to pass me my stuff
and off he goes again.
But ultimately, ya know what, he gained alot of respect from me.
There was an accident outside the departured hall entrance, and
despite the rain, he ran forward to help push the car aside so that
there wont be a jam. And as I stood watching (cos I had to look
after some precious cargo and his bag), I heard some Singaporean
lady go "see that ang moh, so kaypoh".
Seriously, AUNTIE. WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?! that poor
guy is in the rain, helping one of your fellow countrymen, and
you pass such snide remarks. Where is your sense of courtesy
and graciousness?!?! It gave the Finhish guy a bad impression
of Singaporeans. Here is our conversation:
Jaoquim:: You mean you guys are embarrased to
help out when there is an accident?
Me:No, not all Singaporeans are like that.
We still go all out to help. Its only the minority. Hey, c'mon.
Im nice and polite to you. (laughs)
Joaquim: That's cos you are only half singaporean.
SEE!! That guy was here for only 2.5 hrs and that was enough time
for him to create an impression of our people. Thanks to that AUNTIE!
NICELY DONE. nicely done.....
CJ - 11:30 AM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Finally weekend is here! I have been looking foward to the weekend like I never knew.
This past week has been really tiring and hectic. If I didnt have the weekends, I might
burn out. It was fruitful though, because I learned alot and with this week, I stretched my
ability to cope with a high amount of stress. Im taking all the work and pressure
in a positive light. Internship is great!
Oh, I found a Johnny Depp look alike, his name is Greg Payne. WIll put up his picture
soon. One of the tasks that I had to do this week was to look up models to be the
faces of another Nokia campaign (don't bother asking much, wont tell). It is no mean feat
looking at pretty faces and scrutinizing them. Finding what agency they belong too was such a bitch.
Till I saw Johnny Depp look alike. Hahah.
Advertising is fun, and definitely stressful. Internship is ending in two weeks and I am
looking forward to a well deserve break. My lecturer was askine me whethwe I'd be
interested in going back to Bates, "we'll see" was what I told her. 'Cos my ultimate
wish is to be a tv/radio presenter. Im working towards there, but for now (5 more mths
to graduation!) studies comes first. So....... WE'LL SEE! haha.
Okay, got to go back to running! got loads to do today!
Party to attend, article to rush out, journals and log book to do.......
CJ - 10:26 AM